Sticking It Out

How in the world is this going to work?

How can doing all this come to anything?

I don’t know. I really don’t know. I know that I’m happy here. I know that if this could last forever, I’d let it. I’m ok with change, but I don’t need to fight for it. It comes to me willingly like an obsessed lover. Anyways, the point is I’m so deep in uncertainty, I can’t even feel it anymore. And when I do, I know it’s when I’m focused on the wrong things. I’m going to make it. Not because I’m an underdog but because there’s something inside me. And I can’t really explain what that something is. Heck I don’t even feel comfortable talking about it. Let’s call it faith or hope or maybe even self love. I just know I’m sticking this one out.

Published by Jayne

Jayne is a writer. On her free time she likes to be with her family hiking outdoors and traveling. New England is her home and place of birth. When asked what she wants to teach the world she replied, "Don't stop searching. Too many times, in my old life, I put my search aside for more 'important matters.' I didn't realize the thing I was searching for held what was most important; my soul purpose." Jayne works daily on improving her craft and at times can get down on herself, but her favorite morning mantra is "It's a new day." and that's what she strives to start with.

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