“There was a moment when I changed from an amateur to a professional. I assumed the burden of a profession, which is to write even when you don’t want to, don’t much like what you’re writing, and aren’t writing particularly well.” – Agatha Christie
This. I haven’t felt this understood as a writer yet. I like writing. I love it so much I do it every day. At the same time, these are exactly the thoughts that linger. I accept them, but I try my best to keep writing as a positive experience that adds to my daily life.