She’s anxiety, rage, and shame all balled into a fireball of untamed magic
And when she pays me a visit
I reach and I twitch
And I grasp at my heart to try and save me
When she comes
I can do nothing but beg for the truth
And I know it’s somewhere close by
So I let it guide me
And I search and I listen
I take it all in
Truth’s lessons
truth’s hurts and truth’s gifts
Till it leads me
To where I’m supposed to be
Till I’m grounded once again
And that’s when
I feel the waters calm
I hear the rains subside
I slowly breathe in watching my chest rise
Ahh…. I breathe out
It’s calm
I breathe in
And I take time
To appreciate my calm because it feels good to be there once again
-Saschia