You’re the words I want to hear and the voice I seek in the darkness.
You’re the first person I think to call when I have good news
And the one I run to with my bad thoughts
I can’t help it
Separate lives, shared thoughts
Working together to create something
With nothing but the visions in our minds
She’s anxiety, rage, and shame all balled into a fireball of untamed magic
And when she pays me a visit
I reach and I twitch
And I grasp at my heart to try and save me
When she comes
I can do nothing but beg for the truth
And I know it’s somewhere close by
So I let it guide me
And I search and I listen
I take it all in
Truth’s lessons
truth’s hurts and truth’s gifts
Till it leads me
To where I’m supposed to be
Till I’m grounded once again
And that’s when
I feel the waters calm
I hear the rains subside
I slowly breathe in watching my chest rise
Ahh…. I breathe out
It’s calm
I breathe in
And I take time
To appreciate my calm because it feels good to be there once again
-Saschia
When you feel like you’re about to lose your shit
How do you calm yourself down
When you’re feeling like a million bucks
How do you show it
I want to know what do you do to feel sexy
To turn yourself on
And to shut your worries off
On a hot date with yourself where would you go
I really do want to know
How do you accept each little part of you
There’s enchanting songs in my head
And visions of sex with him
But not mine
There’s burned sheets
And broken hearts
Flames lick my bare waist
My bare toes
frozen on her kitchen tiles
What am I here for
But to pour alcohol on your wounds
Let them heal
Let them breathe
-Saschia
I am here and I am not leaving
I am in love and I will not stop loving
This place is what I’ve created for us
And I will continue to keep creating it for years to come
I will wait
I will cry
And I will write
Until you are wrapped in arms of safety
And we will build together all the things we’ve been missing
-Saschia
You are the embodiment
Of the Egyptian godesses
You hold light and life
In the base of your belly
Walk tall
Be proud of where you came from
You didn’t come from cupcakes
You came from pain
And heartache
So
It’s time to rise
It’s time to be exactly who you were meant to be all along
-Saschia
I feel it
I feel her
Please, someone help her forgive herself
Someone tell her to take responsibility for her own life
That’s the only way
Tell her stop worrying about everyone else
It’s not healthy and its showing is her life choices
Shes trying to just destroy herself
But shes tearing apart everyone else
Tell her she can do it
You can do it
Rest rest
Breathe
Let that shit go
All the shit
He is not your job
She is not your job
Your job is not even your job
You are your job and that’s it
-Sasch
It’s the same door
Isn’t it the same door
Let me look
Same handle
Ok different wood
But it’s practically identical
Why would I be called somewhere
So similar to the last one
I know we shouldn’t compare doors
But they’re like the same
Look, look at that different door over there
It’s like mine
The cracks are filled in with gold glitter
The handle warn
And there’s even a peep hole
So why would I go thru a door that’s just like the last?
-Saschia
You needed rest
So I gave it to you
Now, hop back on the bike
And enjoy the sights
Feel the breeze
And let your spirit
Fly free
-Saschia
The art flows free when I’m with Ares
We tripped over the skulls of our enemies
Sat on the piles of their riches stacked to the sky
And I know, I don’t need Ares, or revenge, or riches to make art
And I know he takes away my focus.
Aphrodite is
a healthier option
The wiser choice
But Aries was the adventure I had missed
The only kind that crawls right under my thick skin
He made me dance
Inside and out
He shut me down and lit me up
He’s not safe
not in the slightest
Our dark minds wielded blood splatter
And chaos
The only way I could justify us was art
We were so art
You should have seen us
-Saschia
