Tipped over the rail my stomach cannot contain it’s contents anymore.
He’s rubbing my back and telling me I’m doing a great job.
I needed him then and there and that’s what I got.
A place where you can be human.
Tipped over the rail my stomach cannot contain it’s contents anymore.
He’s rubbing my back and telling me I’m doing a great job.
I needed him then and there and that’s what I got.
I am never going to be who you want me to be
but I can assure you, that I am and always will strive
to be a little more me.
-Saschia Johnson
III
sometimes
Once in a blue moon
a shed human like me steps behind the scenes
With their skin in hand crying begging pleading to be loved
And the whole time I was begging and pleading with tears in my eyes
Hoping that just one other miserable misfit would shed,
step behind the scenes
And join me.
-Saschia Johnson
II.
Behind the scenes, behind the curtain
I reach out a hand stitched together
with puppets of skin.
They roar and laugh and join in in song.
What a masterpiece!
Pure Genius
Everybody must sing!
-Saschia Johnson
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I see the crevices where my mind has changed route
Where the blood has stopped flowing and changed direction
To kill off the illusion of rage and hypocrisy
There’s a skin shed in the corner of the room
no one speaks of it but me
Who’s skin is that? Who was left so empty?
I cry and point and stammer on revealing my weakness
Telling them I can only be human and nothing more
Not a god, not a demon, but the pattern of survival
And the louder I plead the looser the skin
til it falls to the floor
Just like that one in the corner
then a sliver of light shines between the curtain
-Saschia Johnson
If one day I could be translucent that wouldn’t change a thing.
If one day I gained all the knowledge the entire world possessed it wouldn’t change a thing.
If I work to grow everyday I will have changed everything I have in my power to change.
I will have changed a thing.
“I paint ideas, not things. I paint primarily because I have something to say, and since the gift of eloquent language has been denied me, I use painting…
-George Frederick Watts
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