Last Day of April

I am totally easing my way through this last day of April. Will that slow down time? Probably not, but it increases my well-being. Rushing around isn’t good for your heart or your brain (especially during this upcoming finals week). This week, as we transition into a new month, I’ll be taking walks, sipping butterfly tea, and focusing on reflection.

There’s a lot that I want, and my ambitious side just wants to get it all done. That’s okay. I like and accept my drive, but that’s not for this week. This week, I’ve committed to taking my time.

Are you ready for May?

Easing My Way Through Spring

Affirmation: “I welcome my emerging visions without rushing them into action.”

With a million things to do to prep for summer and other transitions coming up in my life, my goal this week is to take things slow and stay in the present. Some things I had to remind myself this evening: I have everything I need right now. I have softness in my home and safety in my relationships. I’ve made it through all my worst days.

What positive things are you telling yourself today? If you haven’t told yourself anything yet, what could you tell yourself now?

Sunday Solitude

Solitude Sunday is my day to honor myself. I spend the morning cleaning and listening to Christina Aguilera or the Fugees. Then I take myself out to get a small treat and read by myself. After that, I come home and seal my day off with a candle-lit bath. This is something that allows me to have time to listen to my body, listen to my inner thoughts, and gives me a space where I can be completely myself with very little or no responsibility.

One thing I have learned about my Solitude Sundays is that it’s needed the most when I feel like I don’t have the time to do it.

Are you taking time to honor yourself?

Book Shopping

So I went to buy a book at Barnes and Noble today with my girls, and they didn’t have the book I wanted in. Someone had purchased the last copy. (Sad face) I wanted to share the book; it’s called Women Living Deliciously by Florence Given. Man, I was prepared for them to have no more left in stock, but I didn’t make a backup plan for myself. I ended up getting a couple books called “The Innovation Handbook” and “Create the Future Tactics for Disruptive Thinking” both by Jeremy Gutsche. It’s not about how to embrace femininity, but I figured desiring to build a unique workforce where women can thrive without limitation was innovative and disruptive. And it had pink on it, haha, so I got it. Yes, the cover drove it home for me.

Is the cover of a book ever your deciding factor?

Eye Roll It’s a Me Problem

“The age of a woman doesn’t mean a thing. The best tunes are played on the oldest fiddles.” -Ralph Waldo Emerson

My eyes immediately rolled after this. I think it’s a sign that I need to put aging gracefully into action. I’ve got my 40th birthday coming up in the fall; I’m not sure how I’m going to be feeling by then. Maybe I’ll write myself into aging gracefully. It could help ease the transition.

Sleepy Thoughts

“You must never be fearful about what you are doing when it’s right.” — Rosa Parks

I’m tired today. I noticed this morning that I wrote last night’s blog and forgot to hit publish. That’s very frustrating for me. But hey, here we are again, writing before bed. Still thinking about femininity. Still having to be intentional about embracing my own femininity. I do wonder if it will come naturally again?

About the quote: I hope you are encouraged by this quote from Rosa Parks. We often question whether we should have reported, set a boundary, or said “stop,” “no,” and “don’t,” but I want to remind you that if it was to make sure you felt safe, you did the right thing.

You’re Worthy of Your Desires

“Empathy is choosing to see ourselves in another despite our differences. It’s recognizing that the same humanity – the same desire for meaning, fulfillment and security – exists in each of us, even if it’s expressed uniquely.” -Vivek Murthy

March 30th, 2025, is when I started this journey toward embracing my femininity. After a few posts, I came to understand that I was pushing away all the things that my heart truly desired, and in turn, that was diminishing the parts of me that made me feel pretty.

Over the last five years, I’ve slowly lost confidence in my looks. This lack of confidence did not make me want to go to the gym. It did not prompt me to change my diet. You know what did? First off, taking care of my iron levels, which were way too low. Then finally taking intentional time to do the things I desired: to invest in skin care, to invest in gym shoes, to invest in hair products, and all the other little things I was denying myself.

I also have been letting myself nap when I’m tired. Recently, I was not able to absorb the content I had to read for school, and I just stopped and asked myself, “Okay, what do you need right now?” And I immediately answered, “I’m just so tired.” I trusted what my body was telling me and let myself nap as long as I needed (a mom nap, if you know what I’m saying). It wasn’t too long, but it was indeed needed.

What desires have you been denying yourself?

Jung on Feminine

“Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.” -Carl Jung

I’ve been listening to Carl Jung videos on YouTube to explore his idea of femininity. He theorized the Anima and Animus. He says the Anima is the divine feminine in a man, and the Animus is the masculine in a woman. It’s interesting to see things that way. Some people allow their inner opposite to take the lead because they don’t feel safe.

Women often have to lead from their Animus to survive in the workforce, but my hope is that things are shifting. My hope is that women continue to excel and open more women-centered businesses, places where women can thrive as women.

I’m over here trying to figure it out myself, how to lead with all my femininity in tow. What does a workplace even look like that welcomes my femininity?

Femininity

“Youth is the gift of nature, but age is a work of art.” – Garson Kanin

I started to look more into femininity and I found that 54% of women 65+ felt highly feminine in comparison to only 20% of women between the ages of 18-29.

I think several factors are at play here. And now I’m interested. It could be from the demand of social expectations making younger women feel insecure in their femininity, it could be financial burden, and it could be how femininity is treated in the workplace. Or is it that the acceptance of femininity comes with age?

What do you think?

Works Cited

Horowitz, Juliana, and Kim Parker. “How Men and Women Rate Their Own Masculinity and Femininity.” How Americans See Men and Masculinity, Pew Research Center, 2024, pp. 44–51. JSTOR, http://www.jstor.org/stable/resrep64168.12. Accessed 22 Apr. 2025.

“You can cut all the flowers but you cannot keep spring from coming.” -Pablo Neruda

It’s coming, and we can’t slow it down. Spring is a welcomed season. Most people perk up, get outside, or maybe even start making summer plans. Spring means so many good things!

For me, it’s feeling like myself again. I’m not sure where I went or why I went there, but I’m glad to finally feel like myself again. Don’t let the world swallow you whole. It literally takes months, maybe years, to return to yourself. Stay away from places where you feel like you have to stay quiet to shine. Keep people around you who lift your authenticity and welcome all the complex pieces of your humanity.

How you feeling about spring?! I’m feeling like “Bring it on!”