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Sticking It Out

How in the world is this going to work? How can doing all this come to anything? I don’t know. I really don’t know. I know that I’m happy here. I know that if this could last forever, I’d let it. I’m ok with change, but I don’t need to fight for it. It comesContinue reading “Sticking It Out”

I Love Baths

I hope my future has a hot tub in it. I love baths. Bubbles, oils, candle light, all of it. I’ve always wanted one of those trays for the bath. Mostly because I’ve never had one. As for my love baths, there was even a brief time in my adult life where I would onlyContinue reading “I Love Baths”

Coffee Love/Hate

My love/hate relationship with coffee. I appreciate the energy coffee gives me. What’s even better is that I learned how I like my coffee made. I just hate that it makes me feel foggy the next day. Sometimes it feels like my best option is to drink another coffee. I don’t like that feeling. TheContinue reading “Coffee Love/Hate”

Sway

There’s always going to be the pull, the spiral. There’s always going to be the darkness that lingers under the bed. It’ll grab you by the heels. It’ll knock you out and suck you in rightwhen you expect it to (or not). There’s a rhythm. There’s a dance and they say the best way aroundContinue reading “Sway”

The Price of the Journey

Our inner journey is one that’s more valuable than gold. What does it require for us to journey inward? food, safety, shelter, ? Do we need some kind of stimulation to journey inward? Can we meet our core self without a mentor or guru guiding us? I think everyone is different and learns to acknowledgeContinue reading “The Price of the Journey”

Wait, Strike That Reverse It” -Willy Wonka

The my last post, There’s So Much World Out There, I spoke about how important it is to have new experiences. But this post, want to talk about how important it is to find the beauty in monotony. In the same ole rigmarole. We forget to find beauty in the small things. There’s that sayingContinue reading “Wait, Strike That Reverse It” -Willy Wonka”

So Much World Out There

When I was a kid, I loved going to this place called BeeBee Dairy with my grandmother. We’d get clam chowder with soup crackers every time. Those moments stick. The ones that take you out of your normal day to day and thrust you into something new but just as cozy. I always try myContinue reading “So Much World Out There”

Momming

I love being a mom. I loved being a working mom, a stay at home mom, and now a momprenuer. If I could go back and change some things with my first, I’d quit my job sooner and spend all the days I could with my first born. There’s more support than I realized andContinue reading “Momming”

Will to Rebuild

I had my first gym session since I got Covid in December on Monday. Which means I have to rebuild muscles. I was not doing much exercise which isn’t like me at all. I at the least do home workouts when I can’t make the gym. But the last couple months I just chilled. What’sContinue reading “Will to Rebuild”

My Drive

I’m not driven by money. Don’t get me wrong, when someone hands me cash to take care of myself, I feel loved and cared for and grateful but money is not nor has ever been a driver for me to accomplish things. When I’m truly heard, supported, and understood that is what gives me theContinue reading “My Drive”