The Good Fight

My heart beats stronger with threat

It brings the life out of me

The rage redirected to art

To rebuilding myself

I will not be a machine

tears and snot drip down my face

I will not stop I will only grow larger and larger

And my dreams will be closer and closer

With an aching heart, I will rise

And I won’t stop

I will never stop

♡Saschia

Returned Energy

I finally feel the energy I’ve craved

I feel this tingle in my toes

Ready to go go go

I want to reach goals

I want to give hope

I feel my strength returning

It gives me the courage to lose

To fail

I’ve burned my backpack full of grief

And pushed life out of me

I am alive

I am free

I am healthy

I am determined to finish building the life I dreamed of.

♡Saschia

This Is My Calling

Begging for a break

A place to get away from all this

But I’m going to show my face

I’m going to show my insides

The treasures inside aren’t worth hiding

The flesh outside isn’t worth flaunting

I’m going to wait on the heavens

I’m going to pursue my calling

With the fire in my soul that hasn’t been extinguished

♡Saschia

Is It?

What did you sign up for?

Did you get it?

Did you get the thing you signed up for?

Does anyone get the thing they sign up for?

 

We see

We watch on in excitement

waiting for our turn

waiting to have a place

a wife a husband

waiting for the acceptance letter

the membership

the friendship

is it better than you dreamed?

is it anything you could have ever imagined?

Is it what you signed up for?

 

❤ Saschia

 

A Writer’s Wish

A Warm Up

Lenses are clearing

And fishing has begun

Tap tap tippity tap

Sounds the keys

An alarm to wake up

My creativity

There’s hope

It floats by once in a while

There’s bouts of numbness I dont want to speak of

But we need this

We need this To live

to sacrifice our bloody insides

To return to the ash

We have yet to become

-saschia