I pray the heavens above and the pits of hell below come together to teach you how to respect women that won’t include harm to your own children. I pray every woman who finds you learns to respect themselves while they are with you leaving you alone to deal with your own disrespect until they put you in the grave. Or until you learn to respect women entirely
I don’t believe God pre plans out our lives for us. I think we are born into a family we don’t choose to be in and we then make a life for ourselves with whatever opportunities we are given. Some have far more and some have far less and that’s just the way it is.