Keep Going

I decided to join a Money Manifestation Masterclass led by Louisa Havers and it has brought me back to myself. I forgot how important visualization was. Well, I still used my visualization but I haven’t had the focus to really sit inside myself to find the answers. I can’t believe how easy it is to get caught up being busy busy busy and not taking time to do the inner work. What’s funny is I write reminders to myself all the time, it’s my whole thing. But for some reason I had a disconnect for a bit. Could have been covid, could be the season. What I know is I appreciate this mindset and this shift.

Not only that, I got to take intentional time to focus on me, my breathing, my mindset, and most importantly what I’m sending out into the world by not acknowledging myself properly. It wasn’t revealed to me in a way that made me feel bad about myself. It worked by helping me release the aspects of my life that were holding me back. One of my fears is being left to do all the work myself. This often makes me start out doing all the work myself which inevitably leads to my burn out. Or it makes makes me stay away from activities that require me to trust someone else.

I forget that healing is constant. It’s constantly checking on your wounds and constantly reopening them to heal them again. It’s so easy to be like, I’m healed in that area of my life. I did that work. Truth is the work is never done.

”Healing is an art. It takes time, it takes practice. It takes love.” – Maza Dohta

https://everydaypower.com/healing-quotes/

If anyone is interested, the masterclass was led by Louisa Havers here’s a link to her website ~> https://www.louisahavers.com/

The Call The Gift

“After a few months’ practice, David lamented to his teacher, ‘But I can hear the music so much better in my head than I can get out of my fingers.’ To which the Master replied, ‘What makes you think that ever changes?’

That’s why they are called Masters. When he raised David’s discovery from an expression of self-doubt to a simple observation of reality, uncertainty became an asset. Lesson for the day: vision is always ahead of execution- and it should be.”

“Art and Fear” David Bayles & Ted Orland

Above was a small part of what I got a chance to read this afternoon. It was a great reminder for me.

My vision is never one cohesive whole, it’s little snapshots. It’s the piecing it all together into something cohesive and digestible. I think that’s what makes it mostly hard to bring my visions to reality. The other things are time and money. My visions can be quite extravagant and time consuming. So in my head, I see it but once it comes to doing the work it’s much larger than I anticipated.

“How am I going to do this?”

How we respond to this is what separates creators from others. It’s the question we ask as humans when we’re faced with uncertainty. Let’s bring the book back in. So in the book they eventually say, “Uncertainty is a virtue.” And isn’t that so true for artists. Because someone who isn’t inspired by any chance they get to create, would be overwhelmed when approached with this question but an artist pulls out their tool kit and starts knitting away.

I wanted to make sure I took the time to remind all the creators out there, that we are virtuous with our relationship with uncertainty and it’s a gift. Uncertainty, a lot of times, is considered by Joseph Campbell to be the call that if accepted takes you deeper into your hero’s journey.

I think it’s a good time to appreciate that gift you hold. It separates you from the rest.

Ramble About Professionalism

There’s this idea that we need to be some certain way to be “successful,” but the truth is that it has everything to do with daily habits. Daily habits that show a certain level of discipline.

First, everyone’s definition of success looks different. So let’s say success in instance is an increasing wage with decreasing level of effort. A nice home filled with spaces and the ones you love. That’s a lot to maintain but it’s possible. So there’s our idea of success that we’re shooting for.

You could be terribly unpopular and have those things. You could be weird af and have all those things. You could even have half those things while actively building the other half and that is just as successful.

It bothers me that we’re expected to be/look/act a certain way in order to be considered successful. Let’s just be ourselves and be successful. Let’s just let weird unpopular hard working individuals have a shot at success without gatekeeping.

I’d love to see professional business men and women dress, act, and live fully as their authentic selves and not be fired for it. Or shunned. Or put down because they don’t fit a certain social image.

We are all so unique and so talented. And I just want ourselves sitting at the table safely.

“Hiking, oh, how I miss you”

In every walk with nature one receives far more than he seeks.

John Muir

I miss hiking. It’s cold now but even when it was nice out, I was so busy, I didn’t make enough time to take myself hiking. I miss hiking. I usually drag the family out to hikes pretty regularly but I totally slacked last summer and fall. I hope I can get my butt out there soon and take in all that nature has to remind me about.

Something that always inspires me is the way trees grow. Some break through rocks, some grow over water making a cave, and some grow so weird and wobbly it makes me question nature altogether. We humans tend to grow in the shape of our environments. So to see trees just do their thing, it’s like magic to me.

Hiking gets me away from all the busyness in my life. On a good hike, I leave feeling refreshed and tired all at once. I will have more time to myself soon. This little boo isn’t going to be a toddle forever. I’m so grateful that her father and I got to be home with her for her first two years of life. I’m ready for her to be in school and have friends and be part of some rec programs. I can’t wait to watch my little boo grow.

Ok I got off topic, hiking is great and I think I should totally create a hike challenge for myself once it gets warmer out.

Photo by Aaron Burden on Pexels.com

It’s Ok to Not Know.

It’s ok to take time to learn. We live in a world that makes it hard to just be like, “Oh, I need to do more research on that before I make a choice in the matter.” There’s a lot I don’t understand that’s going on these days and there are some topics I don’t even know where to start to become more informed about them. There’s always so much more for me to learn and so many shifts in perspectives for me to experience. I’m ok with saying I gotta go do some more research but sometimes it’s scary for me to say that. Sometimes I feel like people scoff and expect me to have known it all ahead of time.

To get more personal, I just stepped into the non profit world and it is a ton of new information. A ton. And the amount of layers to the entire thing can make me feel so small. Thankfully there’s also a lot of meetups and there’s even nonprofits that help nonprofits thrive. So I sign up for everything I can show up to. I take advice and try my best to understand everything coming my way. But the point is I don’t know everything. I can’t know it all. And I’m literally not supposed to know it all because we are supposed to be run by a board. To be completely honest, it’s scary to be in this whole new world and have to rely on outside support to see success.

So I’m reminding myself and anyone else who’ll listen, it’s ok to not know. It’s ok to sign up for all the extra help classes and ask people what they think or if they have time to share some wisdom over coffee. Some people aren’t going to have time to support you in your endeavors and that’s ok. We are all out here literally trying to survive. But I can tell you, some people are going to show up. They are going to take time out of their busy lives and they are going to share their wisdom with you. And it’s a wonderful thing how valuable their wisdom and support becomes when you’re the new kid on the block.

I’d like to wrap this up by reminding my future self that people won’t know it all especially when they’re starting out. Future Ms. Saschia Jayne Johnson, make sure you find time to be the one who shares, cares, and shows up. You’re kindness might be their only bridge to success.

Let Your Light Shine

No matter what they say, writing is for everyone. Not everyone is a Nobel prize winner or author of the top selling book on Amazon. But everyone is welcomed to open the door to writing. Especially today, with indie authors having access to ebooks and social media marketing, it gives us even more leverage than ever to get our voices heard.

You really can’t say I’m not a writer. None or very very few of us write perfect first drafts. We all need a support system. Other writers, editors, tutorials, someone to pull us out of the spirals that come with writing. It takes a lot of work, but you can do it. You can write that book.

I know not everyone is interested in writing and that’s cool That leaves more room for me to be successful. lol But I think you should really think about writing that book you’ve been wanting to write. Let your authentic self shine through every sentence. Don’t like traditional format, throw that out the window then. Don’t like long never-ending stories, novella it is then. It may seem like it at face value but there’s really not that many rules when it comes to writing. There’s taking your vision and placing it into a format that others can relate to in some way. Readability helps but then there’s E E Cummings who even proved that to be false.

Let your light shine. Write with me. 😀

Scribe Life

Above you’ll a brief video on the sculpture of a scribe. He is seated in a less formal position than the gods, goddesses, and rulers of Egypt. Their eyes are created in a way that give them a realistic feel made with a crystal finish. And the fact that the paint has lasted for thousands of years is amazing.

The Scribe Life

We owe most of our knowledge of ancient Egypt to the work of her scribes. They employed scribes to record everything from the stocks held in the stores for workers to court proceedings. “Scribes recorded magic spells, wills and other legal contracts, medical procedures, tax records, and genealogies.”

Scribes were central to the functioning of the centralised administration, the army, and the priesthood. In truth, very little happened in ancient Egypt which did not involve a scribe in some manner.

https://ancientegyptonline.co.uk/scribe/

This is why one of the most respected titles in ancient Egypt was “sesh” – “scribe”. “The terms is more properly translated as “to draw” or “to create” rather than simply ‘to write’ or ‘to read’.” Which is interesting to me because I prefer to think of myself as both a creator and a writer. I think the word creator is too vague so I often say I’m writer. But I love how it translates to “to create.”

Scribes were the protectors and developers of ancient Egyptian culture and central to academic research and the smooth running of the state apparatus. The scribes not only copied existing texts preserving them for future generations, they also edited existing works and wrote new texts. They were considered to be members of the royal court and as such did not have to pay tax, undertake military service, or perform manual labour.

https://ancientegyptonline.co.uk/scribe/

I appreciate how they hold their Scribes in high esteem and with so much respect. They gave them a world where being a writer is accessible to those who worked hard at mastering their craft. These days we aren’t writing a paper as expensive as papyrus and the amount of pens we have actually makes me excited to writer about. But still, I absolutely love how back then they pushed for their children to live the writing life unlike today where writers are often shamed and painted a clear image of what a starving artist looks like.

Setka, son of the fourth dynasty pharaoh Djedefre depicted as a scribe
https://ancientegyptonline.co.uk/scribe/

I’m loving this Scribe Life journey. What do think about the scribe’s life back then versus the writer’s life now?

Amenemope an Egyptian Scribe

Amenemope belongs to the literary genre of “instruction” (Egyptian sebayt). It is the culmination of centuries of development going back to the Instruction of Ptahhotep in the Old Kingdom[1][6] but reflects a shift in values characteristic of the New Kingdom’s “Age of Personal Piety”: away from material success attained through practical action, and towards inner peace achieved through patient endurance and passive acceptance of an inscrutable divine will.

https://www.perankhgroup.com/Amenemope.htm
Photo by cottonbro on Pexels.com

As a lover of writers, I wanted to make sure I shared a specific Egyptian scribe. I decided on Amenemope, who according to Wikipedia is “the author of the Instruction of Amenemope, an Egyptian wisdom text written in the Ramesside Period.” There’s some debate on whether his text influenced the Hebrew’s Proverbs or vice versa.

In the “Instruction of Amenemope,”

the author draws an emphatic contrast between two types of men: the “silent man”, who goes about his business without drawing attention to himself or demanding his rights, and the “heated man”, who makes a nuisance of himself to everyone and is constantly picking fights with others over matters of no real importance.

https://www.perankhgroup.com/Amenemope.htm

Amenemope also, “counsels modesty, self-control, generosity, and scrupulous honesty, while discouraging pride, impetuosity, self-advancement, fraud, and perjury—not only out of respect for Maat, the cosmic principle of right order, but also because “attempts to gain advantage to the detriment of others incur condemnation, confuse the plans of god, and lead inexorably to disgrace and punishment.”

Sounds closely related to Stoicism. I’m always on the fence about pushing people to be silent since I spent a large chunk of my life quiet but I do agree it’s important to fill silence with conversations that matter to me or the individual involved. But even that isn’t absolute. Sometimes discussing things that seem to have no important lead to ground breaking discoveries.

If you’d like to read some of Amenemope’s writing you can find them here https://www.perankhgroup.com/Amenemope.htm

Scribe of Egypt

This is a full 52 minute video on Scribes of Egypt.

There has to be images on the walls in the temples. There is no space on the walls of temples without some sort of picture or inscription. The purpose of the pictures and inscriptions are to present all the elements that allow the individual to continue to exist after they die.

Does art and writing make us immortal or do they have any affect on our after life? What an interesting thought. It reminds of when a writer once said,

“If a writer falls in love with you, you can never die.”
― Mik Everett

I don’t know what’s going to happen to my inner life when I die, heck I don’t even know what I want to happen, but I hope it’s better than being alive.

More on Scribes to come. To be continued….

Egyptian Scribes

Alright so I’m a writer. My dream is to write, sell books, maybe run some workshops, and some mentoring. I need constant reminders that anything else is a hobby or an interest or a challenge I’d like to face and not my calling.

So I was thinking and visualizing myself in the future. I was thinking about who I am and who I want to be, I saw myself writing at a table surrounded by huge scrolls. Huge. Like from the ceiling to the floor. When I saw this image, I felt peace, solitude, and familiarity. I find our minds fascinating and I was inspired to see myself writing while also slightly disappointed by not being surrounded by piles of money.

But it got me thinking about how writers were treated much differently in ancient Egypt. They were called scribes back then and did hieroglyphs. So of course I had to do some looking into the scribe life. Here’s a few tidbits I found on Historytoday.com:

“The text known as the Satire of the Trades dates to the Middle Kingdom, the Golden Age of Egyptian literature, between 2025 and 1700 BC. It belongs to a genre known as ‘Wisdom Texts’, supposed collections of the experiences of learned and influential men to be shared with following generations as advice on behaviour, deportment and career advancement. In the Ramesside era (1300-1075 BC), the Satire of the Trades was one of the texts most frequently copied by student scribes. It compares a scribe’s work with that of other trades and crafts in an attempt to persuade the student that education will make him better off than anyone else. The introduction, supposedly written by a father for his son, reads:  

I have seen many beatings – set your heart on books! I have watched those conscripted for labour – there is nothing better than books! It [scribedom] is the greatest of all callings, there is none like it in all the land.

https://www.historytoday.com/miscellanies/scribe-egyptian

There’s more. But I’ve lost track of time so I’ll have to continue this post for tomorrow.

Stay tuned more on Egyptian Scribes to come.