Going to do it
again
and again
There’s no hustle
without consistency
show up
go to sleep
and then
show up again
Saschia Johnson

A place where you can be human.
Going to do it
again
and again
There’s no hustle
without consistency
show up
go to sleep
and then
show up again

Tight chest
frozen mind
a life that feels
like it hangs in the balance.
Oh the weight of the world
oh the weight of opportunity
The doors line up and
telescope into the distance
where is the light
squint
tiny eyes
see flickers
Ahh the trod
forward
Let’s go
We’re riding fancy cars
to outer space and rocking out
to inter galactic tunes
let’s shed some skins
lets light up the dark
and cross our eyes with
our tongues out like children

If it was best
I’d wipe every single tear
that hit your cheek
I’d be there to defend you the moment
You were treated in unfairly
If I could help it
I’d always catch you before
you could fall
But there’s wisdom to be learned
In all of those
So I just stay close
And make sure you always know
I am here
How many ways does
it take to do the right thing?
There’s thoughts about
what’s right
there’s actions on how
to do what’s right
there’s worlds of
information on
what’s right
But at the end of the day
it’s up to us
it’s our choice

I gave up on sleep last night
I love sleep
but last night sleep didn’t love me
so I walked away and
decided to take the wheel
It was great.
I had a latte
and the energy I needed
but now I’m tired.
and ready for sleep
to love me

Took me all day to sit and write
took time and focus and
some self love
but here I am writing
because I might not have Wifi
so I gotta get it done now
then I can say
I write everyday
It helps me speak better
it also helps me love better
but mostly helps me
know me better
that’s what keeps me going

Closed my eyes
to walk with you
and for a moment
I saw the stones
and the trees
that seemed to guard them
For a moment it felt like
time never slipped away
between us
Then I opened my eyes
and wrote everything down
to keep you by my side
for all the times I
miss you most

She jumps
while I nurse my headache
watches cartoons
while I plan my future
She chats on the phone
while I’m hunched over my laptop
she wanders around making
mysterious concoctions
while I attempt to translate
legal jargon
All play leads to the ocean

I want to be home
with my things
and my blankets
I want to let sweet treats
dissolve in my mouth slowly
and I want my veggies crisped
and salted just the way I like
Naps and snoozes
screaming loud to my favorite
musics
dancing wild and free
the one place I can be me
Don’t ask me to go out today
I just wanna stay home
