Fears

Courage isn’t the absence of fear. It’s being afraid and doing it anyway.

Shadows leap and lift
from the ground. While
the world spins on a tilt.
I’m still trying to figure out
how.

Dolls sink and turn colors
while deep in the closet
something whines. Still,

she can think of
only one thing,

How can I make this
thing divine?

Saschia Johnson

I Choose You

I’m choosing you
Your health
your smile
Your hand
I’m going to take you places
planes, bars with all the fresh vegetables you can eat,
and kombucha on tap
served by souls who just wanna make you smile
the way I do
I’m choosing you.
If this life is the life you love
with all your heart,
I’ve done my job.
and I’ve done it well
if it’s not,
fuck it, let’s keep going until
it’s everything you dreamed of,
and more.

Saschia Johnson

A Good Rest

She closes her eyes,
the bed bugs have scuttled off into the woods,
and the moths gathered around her neighbor’s
bug shocking light.
A breeze tickles her nose
so she pulls the blankets up up up
over her shoulders.
She dreams of singing skeletons
and dancing dead men who church
chocolate with small men from
a land no one has ever heard of.
A star falls and grants her wishes
as she sleeps a good sleep
with warm blankets
and dreams to keep her busy

Saschia Johnson