When the time comes
You might know it
Or maybe it won’t come
Some say it’s all already planned
That our biology chooses
Is it the no that’s freedom ?
Is it the giving in?
I hope to not know the answer any time soon
-Saschia
A place where you can be human.
When the time comes
You might know it
Or maybe it won’t come
Some say it’s all already planned
That our biology chooses
Is it the no that’s freedom ?
Is it the giving in?
I hope to not know the answer any time soon
-Saschia
Oh, how his flames leaped forward
to swallow the shadows
he could have melted me
but I am what he’s made of
a fallen star
a musical conundrum
the dust grips me
his natural state
a tornado of right now
a black hole of present
I didn’t want to escape it
All I wanted to find
was the why to this nothingness
-Saschia
Their duffle bags
Packed
Always packed
My chest rises on their arrival
And falls on their departure
It aches to think that
I’ve done it, again
To me
To my children
I’ve no plan for this
My few freedoms
in someone else’s hands
My patience wearing thin
Behind my smile
kind words
And a grin
-Saschia
Things divided
Silverware blankets
random living supplies
But you can’t divide children
Here’s your mail
And your time
But these humans
we have to share
We could be fair about it
But let’s be honest
Life’s not fair
Values aren’t shared
So this is yours
And that is mine
See you the next time
we share the kids
-Saschia
If I could
I would take your anxieties wrap them up tight and throw them in the ocean
I’d take your sadness and carry them to the grave
And I’d fight every single battle you were too scared to face
But I wasn’t placed here to be your savior
I can’t wrap my hands around your feelings
No matter how bad I want to
So throw your anxieties, carry your sadness, and face your battles
And tell me everything because I want to hear you speak of your thoughts and feelings
and I want to hear how you conquer them
-Sasch
It always matters
it’s always a big deal
hearts souls sex
chance encounters
those skipped heartbeats
grasp em
collect them
hang em on the wall
as reminders of the times
you’ve once lived
-Sasch
I am selfish with my love for the world
For you
For us
I will love you inside out
I will push and prod and poke
I will release and catch
And give you space
All to make the world a better place
Because that’s
what I would want
For myself
-Saschia
The lies of yesterday
No longer haunt me
The future a blur of goals and fantasies
Still my confidence doesn’t waiver
And my security becomes a brace
I’ve never been this woman
It’s uncomfortable
But hey this is my current space
-Saschia
Gathered inside by the tinsled tree
A masked woman vaccuums
Nutcrackers tucked away for a fine year
But the colored lights still twinkle
As dust gathers in the air
And hearts rustle
Snow falls gently outside
-Saschia
The world has greeted me
As if I’ve been exactly what it’s been waiting for.
After all this time
I’ve been giving it to everyone else
I think it’s been waiting for me to finally give it to myself
-Saschia