It’s becoming a distant place A fire burns alone Warming only the rug The rug stained from dinner And Netflix The door so familiar, cracked a pinch And the walls are stuffed full With scents of home cooked meals And baked cookies Not at the tips of my fingers But it’s there I know itContinue reading “Distant”
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Where Are You Going?
I am tough enough I am strong enough and smart enough this is a race worth running I don’t know where I’m going but I’m I’ll end up somewhere before I figure it out and when I figure out where I’m going then I’ll go It can’t be that hard ❤ Saschia
From inside my belly I feel it The agitation The excitement The hope for change and the courage to embrace it My fingers wiggle to the music a pain stabs my side Thoughts scatter left and right then sink into my belly This body so fragile This mind so wild I’m almost there I canContinue reading
Please Let Me Sleep
The house is quiet and cold I’m too tired to push the keys Too awake to sleep Hoping for some relief. Maybe sleepy sleep Or to be awake enough to push the right keys Sasch
Is It?
What did you sign up for? Did you get it? Did you get the thing you signed up for? Does anyone get the thing they sign up for? We see We watch on in excitement waiting for our turn waiting to have a place a wife a husband waiting for the acceptance letter theContinue reading “Is It?”
Maybe?
We pay so much Not just with the paper dollar We pay with our time And our awareness We pay with our dreams our love our bodies There’s got to come a time When we start saying no We’re not paying anymore ♡Saschia
The steam around me is hardly noticed my feelings cooped in the shed that came with our backyard I take breaths I feel the shower and take in that very moment it feels so good to breathe without a worry My head rests against the wall and I think of how hard it is toContinue reading
Home Alone
Today has been my first day home alone in an empty house. Alone. The only sounds I hear are the washer and the air purifier. It’s musical. When my husband first left with the kiddos I felt like a kid in the candy store. I was rushing around trying to figure out what I wantedContinue reading “Home Alone”
It’s Time to Write
It’s time to write to jog my brain and look for the unsaid unsaid, not as in never voiced by another human but unsaid as something I have yet to release a secret a hiding truth that may explain my behavior this, this is my therapy I need it and so that’s why it’s timeContinue reading “It’s Time to Write”
What is it
The world is untidy It’s a slew of casual dates and discarded marriages Full of people searching for certainty And people who ignore it There’s flies on shit Landing on faces and food We kiss them we eat it And what makes all this chaos beautiful Is love pure love ♥️ Saschia