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Thumbs

Matched pupils At war My mind killing itself My heart hoping for an evolution Into a better me ♡Saschia

Bloody nose again the iron taste drips down the back of my throat reminds of sex and immorality tissue against my nose morality fell out of my hand some time ago I say that in a ignorant manor not a some philosophical way that might make this poem a tad more shallow I slur wordsContinue reading “Kowalcyzk”

This Is My Calling

Begging for a break A place to get away from all this But I’m going to show my face I’m going to show my insides The treasures inside aren’t worth hiding The flesh outside isn’t worth flaunting I’m going to wait on the heavens I’m going to pursue my calling With the fire in myContinue reading “This Is My Calling”

Starved

Fiercely myself Jagged My bloody edges Stain the walls My honest core Cored And filled And cored How do I go from here As a women Unloved Under valued And cut so deep ♡Saschia

My Current Thoughts

I am not always the easiest person to talk to. I am fully aware of that. But: I am capable of change. I am capable of forgiveness, I am capable of learning/listening to new thoughts and ideas even if they compromise my own beliefs. I tried just following a belief system even though the systemContinue reading “My Current Thoughts”

9/13/2019

The twists and turns The full moon And mucky betrayal It singes my veins That’s gunna scar Thick thick Beats erratic Don’t look at my eyes Please don’t look ♡Saschia

Be Like Noah

You have to deal with it Real life You can’t push it down Or sideways You gotta simmer in it Let it boil your blood Be emotional Be strong Fall apart Do all those things But don’t try to avoid the pain We’re all in pain That’s how we know we’re alive Use it asContinue reading “Be Like Noah”

My Values

I understand And if I don’t because I’ve never been there I hear you I hear your pain And your reasons I will take time to think what it must be like I will because I have to I have to because that feeling of not being understood That feeling of being the one noContinue reading “My Values”

It’s Dark Out There

The world needs someone like you The work you’re doing on yourself Doesn’t go unnoticed It’s dark out there It’s cold But your light, even when it’s dim Matters It’s more than you think It’s more than just a beacon It’s an island A shelter in the storm It’s a rainbow a cupcake It getsContinue reading “It’s Dark Out There”

My Best

I’m showing up I’m showing up even though I don’t want to I’m showing up to get something out of it Even if it’s a seed of hope I’m showing up because of love Because of purpose To have something to believe in I don’t want to show up But here I am trying myContinue reading “My Best”