Jayne

Starved

Fiercely myself Jagged My bloody edges Stain the walls My honest core Cored And filled And cored How do I go from here As a women Unloved Under valued And cut so deep ♡Saschia

I am not always the easiest person to talk to. I am fully aware of that. But: I am capable of change. I am capable of forgiveness, I am capable of learning/listening to new thoughts and ideas even if they compromise my own beliefs. I tried just following a belief system even though the systemContinue reading “My Current Thoughts”

9/13/2019

The twists and turns The full moon And mucky betrayal It singes my veins That’s gunna scar Thick thick Beats erratic Don’t look at my eyes Please don’t look ♡Saschia

Be Like Noah

You have to deal with it Real life You can’t push it down Or sideways You gotta simmer in it Let it boil your blood Be emotional Be strong Fall apart Do all those things But don’t try to avoid the pain We’re all in pain That’s how we know we’re alive Use it asContinue reading “Be Like Noah”

My Values

I understand And if I don’t because I’ve never been there I hear you I hear your pain And your reasons I will take time to think what it must be like I will because I have to I have to because that feeling of not being understood That feeling of being the one noContinue reading “My Values”

Distant

It’s becoming a distant place A fire burns alone Warming only the rug The rug stained from dinner And Netflix The door so familiar, cracked a pinch And the walls are stuffed full With scents of home cooked meals And baked cookies Not at the tips of my fingers But it’s there I know itContinue reading “Distant”

Where Are You Going?

I am tough enough I am strong enough and smart enough this is a race worth running I don’t know where I’m going but I’m I’ll end up somewhere before I figure it out and when I figure out where I’m going then I’ll go It can’t be that hard ❤ Saschia

It’s Dark Out There

The world needs someone like you The work you’re doing on yourself Doesn’t go unnoticed It’s dark out there It’s cold But your light, even when it’s dim Matters It’s more than you think It’s more than just a beacon It’s an island A shelter in the storm It’s a rainbow a cupcake It getsContinue reading “It’s Dark Out There”

My Best

I’m showing up I’m showing up even though I don’t want to I’m showing up to get something out of it Even if it’s a seed of hope I’m showing up because of love Because of purpose To have something to believe in I don’t want to show up But here I am trying myContinue reading “My Best”

Usually Sometimes

Writing in and out of reality Between memories And into the depths of my psyche Sometimes the narration is loud But most times it’s silent It’s usually us pushing and Me typing one word at a time To finally write a thing If that makes any sense ♡Saschia