His waves crash
Like an ancient melody
They play my song
They pull me in
I dive and dive
Only to be denied
I sit I cry
I beg and plead
Open up to me
I’m left drenched with a
Mouth full of sea foam
Drowning in an eerie silence
I’ve become a pirate
Forever in love with circling
His seas
-Saschia
The minute you choose to heal from your past
there’s going to be a million reasons not to.
There’s going to be a million distractions.
Everything that comes up in place of healing is going to feel better and taste better and look so much better than what it is you have to heal from
If healing was easy
Anyone would do it
You had enough courage to make the leap
Now show some bone and fight until your fears are looking you in the eye
Don’t lose focus about why you lept in the first place
They’re going to belittle you and question your thoughts
Keep empowering yourself
Keep thinking
They’re going to tell you how you should feel
Keep feeling every little thing that ripples through your veins
They’re going to tell you don’t worry about it now you have your whole life ahead of you
Get it done
They’re going to try to convince you that you should be doing it their way
Don’t you dare stop doing things the way things work for you
And know I will support you when they all laugh at your ideas and call them silly and call you stupid
Your ideas are not to be laughed at. And should be taken respectfully.
And you my free spirit are abso-fucking-lutely
Not Stupid
The life you desire doesn’t exist with me
It makes me sad I’m not the one for you
I’ve no desire to grow into something created for you
I’ve stepped away from the crowd
I spend nights on the outskirts of town
Contemplating the darkness within me
I’ve nothing to give but words on words
The only guarantee here is that the end is always near
The only promise I can give is that I will continue searching til my lids close and no longer open
Even then I hope the search continues
I’m not the one for you
I wasn’t placed on this planet for you
My place is separate and set apart from the rest
But I do hope to be wrapped up in you from time to time to ease the pains of constant shedding
But sometimes
I’m shedding you
-Saschia
I’m just here for the chocolate
and you
I do enjoy a good truffle
Or a gummy bear with the perfect texture
But you
I’ve never tasted anything like you
I’ve had gummies and chocolates
Chocolate covered gummies
Nothing like you though
Then there’s the whole thing where
Too much candy gives me a belly ache
Too much of you though?
Well, you make me feel alive
I think I might even be healthier
When I’ve had my bit of you
It’s never enough
Neither things
I always want more candy
And I always want more you
-Saschia
I shift my gaze
Upward
And with every second
That I lift my chin
My heart opens a little wider
And I rise
a little higher
Just me
and those who also seek out
The pleasures in life’s lessons
-Saschia
Don’t confuse your vehicle for your purpose.
And I don’t mean your car. š¤£š¤£
Use what you have to get to where you’re going but don’t make what you have your final destination.
#Letterstomyself #goaldigger
Love is too general
Let’s use more words
To describe the many ways
We cherish those closest to us
She is a combination of everything she’s always wanted to be. She left limits for roadways and labels for truffles. She embodies a collection of all the mothers who raised her and all the fathers who tried their best. She’s a voice in the wilderness and a high tide. The storm is nestled in her spine and spring between her thighs. You have got to have spirit in order to speak all of her languages or else you’ll drown.
The art flows free when I’m with Ares
We tripped over the skulls of our enemies
Sat on the piles of their riches stacked to the sky
And I know, I don’t need Ares, or revenge, or riches to make art
And I know he takes away my focus.
Aphrodite is
a healthier option
The wiser choice
But Aries was the adventure I had missed
The only kind that crawls right under my thick skin
He made me dance
Inside and out
He shut me down and lit me up
He’s not safe
not in the slightest
Our dark minds wielded blood splatter
And chaos
The only way I could justify us was art
We were so art
You should have seen us
-Saschia
