Whiskey isn’t the right drunk
I know I know
It runs to my brain
And the talking and the mess
And the freedom from social restraint
It loosens
Words pour
Then they make no sense
But the escape
Oh, the escape
It’s temporary, right?
But it’s nice
It’s nice to get away
-Sasch
The path has forked
Choices must be made
but beforehand let’s enjoy this cloudless night
Let’s count the stars
And make love in the wild
No need to rush
We’re gunna die either way
Let’s enjoy our time together
-Sasch
I wriggled out of my skin
And danced under the sunlight
I let the world fall away
To embrace the woman
I’ve worked so hard to become
The floodgates opened
And washed away all my worries
In that moment
I was free
♡Saschia
My field of vision shrinks and grows
The distance changes shape as I go
Colors blend and blur into grays
It’s much scarier to live this way
I’m not sure what’s gunna happen
♡Saschia
The laughter has returned and
pangs of hunger dance in the pit my belly
She found me
And made herself comfortable
We spoke of motherhood
And Birthday cake
She pressed their cheeks into smiles
And twirled them on her finger
Maybe she will stay
My heart really needs her to stay
-Sasch
(But we all know, what goes up, must come down)
My heart beats stronger with threat
It brings the life out of me
The rage redirected to art
To rebuilding myself
I will not be a machine
tears and snot drip down my face
I will not stop I will only grow larger and larger
And my dreams will be closer and closer
With an aching heart, I will rise
And I won’t stop
I will never stop
♡Saschia
You have to deal with it
Real life
You can’t push it down
Or sideways
You gotta simmer in it
Let it boil your blood
Be emotional
Be strong
Fall apart
Do all those things
But don’t try to avoid the pain
We’re all in pain
That’s how we know we’re alive
Use it as a vessel
When the waters pour in
Build yourself an ark
♡Saschia
“I don’t know if I’m found.”
“What do you mean seems like you have everything you need”
“I don’t know if I’m found?v
“Ok, that is something you have to figure out on your own. Let me know though, I’m interested.”
-Saschia
The bells are ringing
I don’t know what that means though
The crows are knocking
And bunnies are mumbling
So many meanings
So much reading
So much untaught history to be found
To be searched for
And 4am is the perfect time
If there really is a perfect time
♡Saschia
There is a bunch of reasons why I write everyday
One is for my family
For freetime or solitude
So I have something to look back on
To see how far I come
Inner healing
To avoid negativity
Why do you write?
