You have to deal with it
Real life
You can’t push it down
Or sideways
You gotta simmer in it
Let it boil your blood
Be emotional
Be strong
Fall apart
Do all those things
But don’t try to avoid the pain
We’re all in pain
That’s how we know we’re alive
Use it as a vessel
When the waters pour in
Build yourself an ark
♡Saschia
“I don’t know if I’m found.”
“What do you mean seems like you have everything you need”
“I don’t know if I’m found?v
“Ok, that is something you have to figure out on your own. Let me know though, I’m interested.”
-Saschia
The bells are ringing
I don’t know what that means though
The crows are knocking
And bunnies are mumbling
So many meanings
So much reading
So much untaught history to be found
To be searched for
And 4am is the perfect time
If there really is a perfect time
♡Saschia
There is a bunch of reasons why I write everyday
One is for my family
For freetime or solitude
So I have something to look back on
To see how far I come
Inner healing
To avoid negativity
Why do you write?
Sky as bare as a new born
My rebirth causes an itch under my fingernails
If only I could reach it
I’m trying so hard to embrace this body
To push and mold it
But I get so tired
So hungry
And yet that doesn’t stop me
I lift my demons and sweat them outta me
Because there’s no other way
To get where I’m going without persistence
-Saschia
Got one more day under the ole belt
Will the years get me published ?
Recognized ?
Will it be worth it when I’ve stacked years on years
Could I teach it
Will I love it more
Unknown is such a tiny word compared to it’s vastness
Just give me a world
where I can wear binoculars
and collect grains of meaning
I will hunt for the center
til it spins into the abyss
I will search near and far
with hopes that it will all
lead to the place
where the sea finally meets
the sky
-Saschia Johnson
