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I Wanted To

I wanted to remove every piece of me from you Every secret I told Every baby flushed down the drain Every moment I allowed myself to let you see me at my weakest point Every tear that landed on your shoulder I wanted it all back I wanted my love and my sweatshirt I wantedContinue reading “I Wanted To”

Actions

I have made a routine of loving you through my actions now here we are I’m not sure what to do with all my actions ♡ Saschia

The Good Fight

My heart beats stronger with threat It brings the life out of me The rage redirected to art To rebuilding myself I will not be a machine tears and snot drip down my face I will not stop I will only grow larger and larger And my dreams will be closer and closer With anContinue reading “The Good Fight”

Thumbs

Matched pupils At war My mind killing itself My heart hoping for an evolution Into a better me ♡Saschia

Kowalcyzk

Bloody nose again the iron taste drips down the back of my throat reminds of sex and immorality tissue against my nose morality fell out of my hand some time ago I say that in a ignorant manor not a some philosophical way that might make this poem a tad more shallow I slur wordsContinue reading “Kowalcyzk”

Lady Lazarus

Lady Lazarus BY SYLVIA PLATH I have done it again. One year in every ten I manage it—— A sort of walking miracle, my skin Bright as a Nazi lampshade, My right foot A paperweight, My face a featureless, fine Jew linen. Peel off the napkin O my enemy. Do I terrify?—— The nose, theContinue reading “Lady Lazarus”

Blueprints From Heaven

She gathered the love notes the sporadic ones the demanded ones she gathered her books her sorrows and her understandings and she left She began to build her ark the blueprint laid out from above she stacked her self-love and internal conversations she’s had with heavenly hosts layer by layer This will help her bareContinue reading “Blueprints From Heaven”

Starved

Fiercely myself Jagged My bloody edges Stain the walls My honest core Cored And filled And cored How do I go from here As a women Unloved Under valued And cut so deep ♡Saschia

My Current Thoughts

I am not always the easiest person to talk to. I am fully aware of that. But: I am capable of change. I am capable of forgiveness, I am capable of learning/listening to new thoughts and ideas even if they compromise my own beliefs. I tried just following a belief system even though the systemContinue reading “My Current Thoughts”

Lit

A gray cloud of hope escapes my mouth It swirls around my head and seeps into my curls “I want to keep it.” I told my husband. But he didn’t hear me. The moon shines down and trees pass us by “I saw two shooting stars.” He states. But I’m busy trying to smell theContinue reading “Lit”