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Today

I’m ready but I’m not I’m here and there I want him then I don’t I write and I write But when I don’t I slip away Some days I’m left Some days I’m right Some days I’m dreadfully in the middle Not today though Because today I’m all over the place

I Wanna Know

When you feel like you’re about to lose your shit How do you calm yourself down When you’re feeling like a million bucks How do you show it I want to know what do you do to feel sexy To turn yourself on And to shut your worries off On a hot date with yourselfContinue reading “I Wanna Know”

Stay

There’s enchanting songs in my head And visions of sex with him But not mine There’s burned sheets And broken hearts Flames lick my bare waist My bare toes frozen on her kitchen tiles What am I here for But to pour alcohol on your wounds Let them heal Let them breathe -Saschia

What Do You Need

Let’s talk this out… What do you need right now? Sometimes in the moment you don’t know what you need. Sometimes it takes an entire conversation to figure it out. It’s going to take courage to talk it out. So not only is it important to find someone able to deliver, that someone should alsoContinue reading “What Do You Need”

I Feel You

I feel it I feel her Please, someone help her forgive herself Someone tell her to take responsibility for her own life That’s the only way Tell her stop worrying about everyone else It’s not healthy and its showing is her life choices Shes trying to just destroy herself But shes tearing apart everyone elseContinue reading “I Feel You”

Options pushes and Pulls

It’s the same door Isn’t it the same door Let me look Same handle Ok different wood But it’s practically identical Why would I be called somewhere So similar to the last one I know we shouldn’t compare doors But they’re like the same Look, look at that different door over there It’s like mineContinue reading “Options pushes and Pulls”

I am Aphrodite, Farewell

The art flows free when I’m with Ares We tripped over the skulls of our enemies Sat on the piles of their riches stacked to the sky And I know, I don’t need Ares, or revenge, or riches to make art And I know he takes away my focus. Aphrodite is a healthier option TheContinue reading “I am Aphrodite, Farewell”

Restless Leg Syndrome

The tingle in my belly The itch under my knee caps pulses pulses It keeps me awake It’s a strong wave tonight Eyes open eyes open Maybe too much caffeine Yea that’s it I should be sleeping I wish I could -Saschia

Florida

I found my home On a beach The home was me I found home in me On a beach Alone Loneliness comes much less Since that day on the beach The waves crashed Lovers walked And the sun set -Saschia

Set Her Free

She’s spun up like cotton candy Once you get a taste It’s never enough She goes round and round Emotion to emotion Skipping stones There’s heart in her A life so loud it’d clap your ear drums A taste so sweet it makes your head ache A wild soul A wandering woman Begging to beContinue reading “Set Her Free”